Demonwhisper

Ive decided as of recently that for once in my life, im going to put my life onto paper for others to read, so that people who know me or desire to get to know me can understand why i am who i am... problem is between laziness and neverending closing shifts at work((generally 5pm-11pm)) i keep putting it off... XP so eventually im gonna put it in here and following that im prettymuch jsut gonna restart my journal all over again... yes for those of you who are going to ask i actually do own a journal... but i stopped writing long ago and its buried inside my drawers somewhere XD poor tsukasa...yes i also named him after my love of all thi

jsut fuck it... im tired of the shit that ive been putting up with... and yes there is alot i have been hiding from each and every one of you... even my most trusted friends... and im just tired of dealign with all of it... if you send me a message on da ill  return it... but dont expect me to be happy and dont expect me to sympathize... i dont know when things will be normal... so im not gona promise but ill try to fix things as fast as possible... sorry to those who have to suffer becuase of the shit i put up with...

after 5! count it... 5! hours, i have successfully created a hacked version of guitar hero 2, adding the song "Critical Acclaim" by avenged sevenfold And even after that, i broke open my friends ps2, and we played it for about 30 mins straight... i have never felt this great before about my techno prowess, but HOLY SHIT IMA MAKING A BRAND FUCKING NEW GUITAR HERO DISK!!!!!!! >XXXXXXXXXXXXXDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD